Experiencing Energy

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This morning when I awoke, I realized that I am still filled with hurt and pain from my childhood that has been at the surface of my current life.  It is reflected and mirrored back in my life through dysfunctional relationships that I cannot break free of.  I realize that when I feel negative energy from others around me, it is really the negative energy that I feel within myself.  As I continued in these dysfunctional relationships, I felt consistent negative energy, and reacted emotionally to it.   

If I no longer have this negative energy within me than I would not be affected by or react to this energy.  When we only feel negative energy of others, we should not be reacting to it, but merely feeling this energy in an object way, like we are experiencing it outside of us.  I have begun to identify through my awareness of when my energy is mirroring others or merely others energy.

Understanding energy is very important particularly for those of us who are Kundalini active. Energy helps us “know” and understand motives, intentions, emotions, thoughts, and feelings of others.  It is through energy that we can intuit what people will do, when events may happen, and what people want from us.  

As we heal our emotional landscapes, we will mirror or reflect less and less of others energy so that we can experience and observe others energy objectively and feel less fear within when encountering them.  Infinite love and light, Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kundlaini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)     

 

5 responses to “Experiencing Energy”

  1. I think that working through childhood pain is like peeling layers of an onion – we can spend a while actively doing it, then rest, but later on realise there’s more to deal with. I have spent a long time in therapy identifying difficult feelings and patterns but I’ve realised I still have a lot of pain around feeling belittled and not mattering, among others, that keep me trapped in difficult reactions to certain people in my present life. Awareness is key., Your posts are very inspiring. My Kundalini has also been awakened (it happened in 2010) so your posts are particularly interesting to me.

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    1. Thank you for sharing your inner work that means so much to me to know that I am not alone in all this. Love and light to you, Brooke

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  2. Thank you for sharing. So many of us have had the same awareness. Blessings and love, Brooke

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  3. Pain is our greatest teacher of love.. It doesn’t discriminate, it doesn’t seek to make you suffer, It is there to show us free will in gravity.. I seldom go back to the pains of what was.. Although when doing I do feel a release that happens with each pass… Thank you for this beautiful reminder my dear friend! ;)<3

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    1. You are most welcome! So glad to share my experiences with my readers, and hope to spread positive energy to those on the same journey. Blessings of light, Brooke

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