PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

These past few days have been a revelation in my spiritual growth.  Recently, a Kundalini active person who serves as a catalyst to others and an energy healer contacted me. Although we only emailed each other, I was able to experience this growth spurt as I have been struggling to release the pain and hurt from my childhood abuse.  Yesterday, I released the pain and hurt involving my father from my painbody.  The feeling was shear freedom, joy, and bliss that I felt, and this great burden has been lifted from me.

For many years, I harbored incredible anger and rage, felt like a victim for most of life, and feared every man who I encountered.  I would avoid men altogether if I could in fear of being violated, abused, or injured.  I existed in this way for most of my life.  This new change within me occurred almost spontaneous; one minute I was feeling one way, then as if a light bulb went off in my head, I  saw clearly my victim mentally and victim lenses that clouded the view of my world immediately after reading an email from this catalyst.

The way that I feel right now is not what I expected at all in healing my emotional wounds involving my father. I am pleasantly surprised as this was what my higher self told me would happen, but my smaller self insisted otherwise and would not believe it.  I usually know it’s the voice of my higher self because frequently it is not the answer that I expected.  Allow your future to unfold and enjoy the wonder it brings you.  Love and light, Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)