PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

As I drove to work this morning, I accidentally ran a red light at a traffic signal.  I thought the left turn green (go) signal was the signal for my lane going straight, and nearly caused a car accident this morning.  Of course, I was followed by a police car thereafter to be given a traffic ticket.   As the police car followed my car, I pulled into a church parking lot.

As the police officer approached me, he asked if I knew why I was being stopped.  I readily confessed that I “screwed up” and thought the left turn green signal was for me to go straight, and did not want to back up as I was already in the middle of the intersection of the road, so I proceeded through the intersection.

As I sat in my car waiting for my traffic ticket to be written by the police officer, I began to weep and ask myself for forgiveness that I nearly caused a car accident potentially hurting others.  More importantly, as I stared at the church before me, with three crosses to symbolize the Trinity, I asked for forgiveness for all the people I hurt, and how very sorry that I am for what I did to them.

As I wept in silence, I felt two circuits within my energy field converge to form a third circuit within me, while vibrating in my crown chakra, just like what I image the Trinity to be in Christianity.  It was a truly beautiful experience.  I allow this third circuit to vibrate within me as I treasured the moment.

In this moment, I forgave myself, acknowledging that I am human, that I am flawed, that I make mistakes, but that I am still lovable in the eyes of the Divine within me.  I know now that I am worthy of love, of being honored, and being forgiven.  When the police officer returned, he decided to only give me a warning.  With gratitude in my heart from this experience, I drove to work. Blessings always, Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)