PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

Today is the first day of class at my college, and I am taking this opportunity to reflect upon all the emotional work and spiritual practice from this summer.  As my job at this college is working with victims of sexual violence, it is important for me to overcome and heal from my own sexual and physical abuse in my life.  This was my objective for this summer to heal my painbody and begin to release ego, so I can be more effective in working with students experiencing sexual violence.

About a week and a half ago, I released the hurt and pain that I harbored against my father. After the release, the lenses of victimhood and abuse fell away allowing me to see the world in a completely different way. The clarity in which I see everyone and everything astounded me that I completely did not expect.  It is quite a shock to me as I no longer see the world through my ego full of fear, doubt, and distrust.

I believe I was able to experience this change because I began to work intensively on releasing my ego, and only after this work was I able to let go of the pain from abuse involving my father. This major breakthrough in my emotional healing work will change the course of my life forever, allowing me to have healthier relationships with others, live with less fear, doubt, and distrust, and finally give me the peace that I prayed for since the age of eight.  I have given myself another chance in my own life.  Love and light, Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)