PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

In the last two weeks, I have felt much release of the emotional hurt and pain from the abuse by my father. However, I still felt terrible tension physically in my body as I was unable to physically release the pain. Last night, I went for a massage to help with this situation.  My massage therapist turns out to be a psychic who shared information with me about what she sensed about me. 

She told me that I was holding anger in my back that I felt and was the reason for the massage.  She also saw children in my life that I recently have felt very close to me. I asked if they were students who I have been working with at my college, and she said, no that they are younger.  She further told me that she felt this incredible light from me that is powerful, and that I am already whole, but that I just don’t see it for myself.  I have never felt powerful, because of my childhood abuse, and I always felt fearful, timid, and powerless as a victim.  

Now that I no longer feel like a victim, I must embrace this power within me. She further shared with me that I have been working and working as if to prove that I am good enough, and now I must just recognize that I am already whole.  She said that I only need to be by beginning to learn to be a whole person now.  Recently, I have come to accept and love myself for who I am, and although I am flawed and human, I still feel worthy of unconditional love, forgiveness and compassion.  I believe that it is through my suffering and hardships that I have come to accept this about myself and love myself despite my flaws and shortcomings.

 It is also through my acknowledgment of this about myself that I am able to unconditionally love others, forgive them for their flaws and shortcomings, and give them compassion and understanding for their mistakes and hurt they caused.  Through my own suffering and hardships, I have come to feel the light of this self love.  I am grateful for all that I have learned. ~ Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)