PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

My eyes see the world from a different view now with compassion, clarity, and trust.  This new perspective is a little shocking to my new senses.  As I have lived with distrust and suspicion for most of  my life, I always lived in fear of being hurt and being taken advantage of.  Recently, I am seeing the world that is crystal clear.

For the last year, I have worked with a supervisor who I distrusted and was always suspicious of her motives in undermining me.  These lenses about her fell away last night after consulting with my friends about my situation. I have come to realize that she was never trying to undermine me at all, but she was fearful for her own job, and fears losing control.

This morning, I had a vision of her childhood where she was beaten so severely that she lost consciousness.   I felt such pain and empathy for her experience, and at that moment, I sent love to her to help heal that part of her and forgave her. It is understanding others through my own pain and suffering that I feel compassion for this woman.  I understand the pain of abuse and how we can repeat the same behaviors out of self-preservation and protection from our past experiences.

My understanding of her made me realize that I must give her compassion, and understanding as I had been in the same place myself not too long ago.  My heart reaches out to her for what she endured as a child, and the pain and suffering that she experiences as an adult.  I give thanks for my own experiences in order to understand and feel compassion for others.  With love to you, Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with all Rights Reserved)