PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

After letting go of much pain from my past and working on releasing ego, I have begun to practice surrender or the art of letting go and accepting my life as it is.  Recently, there have been events at work and in my personal life that have not turned out the way my ego wanted.  In the past, I would have struggled to “fix” it, that is to make others like me, or manipulate the situations to my desired outcome, and then ruminate over it for days or weeks.

Events and outcomes have been changing quickly in my life, after I asked for a different life for myself, and since I am undergoing so much change emotionally and energetically.  What I want now also has changed, as I am no longer satisfied with my illusory past and life.  I begin to live and see my world through different lenses now.

I recently had a conversation with a friend at work as she lamented about her job, and I explained that we must be like water.  If we are a stream and there is a dam before us, we do not try to move over the dam as it is very difficult.  We can choose to move more easily around this dam.  This is how my life feels now.

The feeling is some sadness as I am letting go of what feels familiar, but I feel my world without fear and accept my life as is. All this feels peaceful and is a blessing.  I also understand that this part of my journey, I must travel alone.  In my head, I hear my higher self say, “life isn’t fair, it just is and be okay with this,” as fairness is determined by the perspective of our ego. Sending peace to all, Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)