PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

During my recent spiritual awakening, I have come to realize that we can change the path of our souls.  Our souls have traveled for hundreds and maybe even thousands of years to get to this lifetime.  For those of us who have past life memories, it can be a blessing and a curse.  This knowledge forces us to see clearly what has happened before, and what we must change in our soul lives now.

In my past, my heart had been broken too many times to count.  It was from the pain of being left by the same man I loved for many lifetimes, abused by my parent(s), abandoned at a young age, and physically and emotionally abused.  These emotional injuries remain as negative energy in my painbody until this day.   For the past several months, I mourned and grieved for all these great losses.  The pain is so deep that it feels like a bottomless pit of grief.

I have always been terrified of looking into this bottomless pit as I used denials, illusions, and addictions to pacify these fears because I just wanted to “feel good” and “be happy”.  I only allowed those into my life who were willing to go along with this.  Unfortunately, it is a false sense of feeling good and happy.  Now, I have opened Pandora’s Box to let out these feelings of pain, despair, and anguish that I was too afraid earlier to face.

What I have found is this.  It is not too hard to face as I am ready and strong enough to see into this darkness.  If I don’t let out this pain, my soul life will remain the same that of illusions, denials, and addictions.  I realize now that this is the way out of the path that my soul has been stuck in for a very long time.  When I have come to fully release all this pain, my soul life will change, and I will manifest the soul life that I truly deserve.  May you change the path of your soul, Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)