As you may see from my recent posts, I have been working on letting go of my past through forgiveness. I have been unable to let go of the abuse, hurt, betrayals, lies, and deceptions. There has been this life script that I had been living in this lifetime first with my parents, then with men and their lovers. I believe this life script has been one that occurred in my past lifetimes as well. In letting go of this past, I have experienced detachment for short periods of time. What it feel like is as if those past events never even occurred to me. I feel like I simple do not care about the past or what those individuals did to me.
Detachment is the freedom from pain and suffering. I begin to understand that I have the power to let go of this past through forgiveness. As I forgive, I begin to feel detached from the events, but also from the individuals. All the anger, resentment, and distrust fades away, and the feelings towards these individuals whether negative or positive fades away as well. I do not wish to have these individuals return in my life as I simply no longer care.
At this point, I am experiencing this detachments for short periods of time, but these time period are becoming longer and longer. I believe that at some point, this detached feeling will become the norm in my life as it pertains to these individuals and events of my past. It is the utter feeling of liberation, freedom, and peace. I pray everyday for this experience to remain with me. May you find detachment through forgiveness, Brooke (Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

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