Since I began my first energy healing practice recently, I already had several amazing experiences. I have experienced a release of blockage in my heart chakra, and also had revelations about my soul life that I have asking my higher self about. The first is my acknowledgment that I am a “runner.” I have run from pain and hurt my entire life. I left many places I lived and relationships because people disappointed me as I needed them to heal my pain, but they simply couldn’t because only I can heal my own pain
I have blamed others for my hurt when in reality, I have run from my pain in order to avoid facing my own pain and my past. Each time, I am reminded of my past pain, I left that relationship or where I was living. I have come to realize that this is a pattern in my life that when things got hard, I left town literally. It felt easier and less frightening to leave then to face the pain of my past. I believe that this pattern or life script has existed for many soul lives.
I became an expert at leaving and running from my problems as this was my coping mechanism. I know of others who also do this, but instead of physically leaving a location, they ran to another person for solace, hoping to escape their past pain. The irony of all this is that our life scripts simply give us a similar person or place that we run to resulting in the same outcomes. The only way out this pattern or life script is to finally face what we fear that is our own past pain. It may be from trauma, abuse, or past injuries that we are too afraid of confronting.
As I begin this series of energy healing work, I am confronting head on, and with my body as my guide, releasing the negative cords and perceptions that I have been tied to from my past. When all of this negativity is released, I will be free to move forward in my life with inner peace, deep love, and true joy in my life. Infinite love and light, Brooke (Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)
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