Tonight was the first evening that I was able to truly experience my new transformation with others socially. Earlier this week, I experienced an incredible shift when a catalyst catapulted me to the next stage of my emotional healing and spiritual growth. In the past, social situations were the worst in that we meet strangers, and with my emotional wounds, I was fearful of those who may hurt me, and I lived under constant fear of getting too close to others.
My experience tonight was completely different from my past. I felt very comfortable in my own skin, and I didn’t distance myself emotionally from others. In the past, I would put up these walls of armor to protect myself. Tonight, I felt very at ease without trying to impress anyone, be charming, or even be social. I was just myself like I would be if I were in my living room wearing my slippers and pajamas while drinking coffee in the morning.
I just felt natural without pretense, feigning interest in others or subjects, or trying to be playful and charming. I realize now that there simply is no need as I am who I am, and I am okay with that. When I am around others now, I feel very neutral as I do not need their approval, and really do not care if they like me or not. Ironically, I felt others really like the new me, and wanted to be around me.
This transformed me in this new place is truly a miracle in the making. Each day now, as I leave my house to go on my day, I know I will have another experience that I have never had before. I try to remember every sense and feeling, like a child tasting candy for the first time, smelling their first flower, or riding their first bike. It is this newness of feeling reborn. Sending my love, Brooke (Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)
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Thanks for your posts. I’m suffering the loss of a close connection which I thought was a genuine soul connection so your words bring me comfort. After 2 and a half years, this person cut me out of her life. No notice, it will take time to heal this emotional wound.
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My dear friend,I am sorry to hear about your loss. I feel and understand your pain deeply. Sometimes things happen for a reason, and this may be a great blessing for both of us. Sending healing light to you Brooke
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