I want to share with you my recent progress and the signs of emotional recovery. I truly have struggled in this lifetime to recovery from my emotional wounds and injuries that I accumulated over many lifetimes. I have encountered similar souls and some of the same souls over many lifetimes.
Regrettably, during these encounters, my interactions with these souls caused many of my emotional wounds and injuries as I failed to learn my life lessons during these encounters. As as result, these life lessons simply repeated over and over again for many lifetimes with these souls.
During this lifetime, however, as early as the age of eight years old, I vowed to myself to heal these emotional wounds, and I used every ounce of my energy, intention, and determination in my heart and soul toward this goal. Five years ago, my Kundalini energy rose, I believe, as a vehicle and for the purpose of helping me reach this goal.
My life now is everything I have ever hoped for as I found my purpose for this lifetime through my profession, peace within my heart as my suffering finally ended, and my struggles to find my path are gone as the Universe paves the way through synchronicity and karma to guide me. It is as if the Divine has placed her hand on me guiding me and telling me that I found the right path.
This is how it feels. I still have human frustrations and difficulties, but I feel that others cannot truly hurt me as I am protected on my path and live without fear now. My past yearnings for those who are wrong for me or harmful to me have vanished, and my compass truly points in the direction that enriches my life and naturally bring positive outcomes into my life.
The negative patterns of destruction, victimhood, infidelity, denial, self deception, addiction, and chaos are no longer part of my life now along with those who still practice them. I no longer appear to attract these individuals, situations, and dynamics into my life now.
This has come as such a relief to me, and I finally found what I believe to be paradise on earth. Instead of running from place to place and lover to lover seeking paradise externally, I found this within myself and paradise is wherever I live, stand, and breathe. (Copyright 2016 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)
2 thoughts on “Signs of Emotional Recovery”
Thanks for sharing! I too have been on a similar path and I had this blissful moment today while going for a jog. I realized that I was so present in the moment: my feet hitting against the pavement, people and animals greeting me as I jogged, the sweat pouring down my neck……that moment was paradise to me where as in previous times, I lived more as a robot (go here, do this, time to jog, do this…) and I thought that the rich moments were only when I was doing something pleasurable (eating chocolate or a delicious meal or kissing my new lover, etc.) It is so beautiful when you work on your inner-self so hardcore that every moment feels like paradise, it doesn’t have to be something external. It’s right here, right now that is paradise 🙂 Sorry for my rant, but thank you for getting my brain churning with this post!! 🙂 Take care!
Thank you for sharing your wonderful insights and experiences with me. Sending love and light!