I am actively letting go of my present life that is something I have never done before. What I am doing in my life now takes courage and bravery, I think. During the past several weeks, I have been actively saying good-bye to those in my current life. I tell them that I am seeking another job, and it may take me to another location. I spend genuine and quality time with them although I find that my time with them needs to be shorten as my energy no longer resonates with theirs.
During our time together, I am saying my goodbyes and telling them how much I love and cherish the time we have shared together. I find myself in tears at grocery stores, in my car, and when alone. Letting go actually feels emotionally painful. I guess they call it growing pains. I also understand that if I don’t let go, I cannot grow and move onto my future.
I believe I will attract very different people in my future as they will resonate more like me. Unfortunately, most of the people in my current life cannot come with me as they have not done the hard work necessary to move forward. With those who hurt me in the past, I have no hard feelings, but feel neutral or indifferent. Frankly, my energy resonates so differently from them that it can feel uncomfortable or dissonant when I am around them.
Actively letting go, I believe, will help me move forward in my process of growth as I am no longer fighting my momentum forward but flowing with this magnificent and powerful force. It’s like floating in a river of strong currents, and just allowing the currents to carry me downstream. There is where my destiny awaits . . . (Copyright 2016 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)
Just relax and go with the flow, it will release all in it’s own time. It is a very natural process so that you can ‘feel’ each part as it lets go. You need that so that you can really understand where you are now at.
I remember my early days, and like all events in my life, I wanted it ‘now’ 🙂 But now in hindsight I can see, like everything else that I go through, there is much in even the smallest events. You inner self will just guide you so that you will achieve that self love like no other way can.
And it is tearful, specifically so that you can feel it all, and in the future that is how you will be because your empathic ability has just gone up a notch or two.
Now is the learning of your integrity ‘because’ you are now in that space.
Just be gentle with yourself, allow your heart to guide you, and it will all come together in a way that will slowly bring a smile within, as well as your lips, because you realise all is as it should be….you finding you….the real you.
Just breeeeathe and enjoy the journey, you are going to be ok… actually, way more than ok 🙂
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