I have come to a point on my journey of learning when to let go. I have been at this cross roads for several months now. In my life, I find that at I want to control it less and less, until one day I just let it all go. I know how it will feel in this immediate future, and this will allow my life to flow ever forward. There are those in my life who don’t want me to let go. Maybe they fear that I will let them go in the process, and I may never return.
This is a hard place to be when we’re struggling to hang on, and struggling to let go. I am not happy, and I need to move foward; I feel stuck and frustrated. It is this momemt when we hear ourselves say that we are not happy, that we realize that we must let go of what makes us unhappy. I hear myself saying that I can’t save everyone, and it’s time to let them go. They must save themselves.
I am tired and must get some desperately needed rest, but where will I go and when will I go. In this new place, I will meet others like me, and find my future. I keep looking for a signs of the direction of my path forward. I know my life will be different, and it will feel like home, but this place still remains elusive. (Copyright 2016 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)
Pathway to Joy and Healing 
Only when you truly release it, and face the now, will that next step appear. And it teaches great patience…for you. That is all the universe is waiting for….for you to give to you. Self love takes great patience, and only when you touch it will you understand.
When I had reached this place that you are now in, I ‘knew’ I had gone through some very tough things, and because I was so tired, I wanted my future ‘right bloody now’ 🙂
But slowly I understood, I really hadn’t given myself a chance to deal with the aftermath, let alone look within. My continuing to ‘search’ for something was only blocking what I needed to ‘feel’ within, and be complete.
Just look at your heart, and what you can do for you…the rest will take care of itself 🙂
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I recently wrote a comment about myself that I have no patience which is true about me, especially when I am so past exhaustion on my journey. Thank you for sharing your path with me, and giving me hope that I will find this within me. Love and peace!
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