Since the rise of my Kundalini energy in March, 2011, my intuitive abilities have become more and more acute. In recent months, I have been picking up remotely emotional problems of those close to me in my life. This is a blessing and a curse as I have not developed the techniques to protect my own energy field. On the other hand, feeling others energy is telling me who to keep in my life and who to let go.
As I progress, I am letting people go who I have outgrown as my life is diverging from theirs. I believe that my picking up their negative energy that is making me feel rather ill, is a sign that I need to let them go in order to move on. This is the difficulties of moving forward spiritually and emotionally. Those who do not move forward with me, I must leave behind.
It is so sad as I interact with people in my life, and I am beginning to see them for who they really are. They are injured and unhappy people, and I feel so sorry to leave them behind. I have been saying good-bye to many in my heart. In order to live a stable, happy, and peaceful life, we must set very strict boundaries, and some of these boundaries may be to love others from afar.
Many do not even understand what I am doing or understand my journey. We no longer speak the same language, but I know that others do not necessarily need to understand. Although it feels solitary to be on this journey, I am truly happy that I am experiencing miracles in my life now. I am eternally grateful for all that I am experiencing. (Copyright 2016 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)
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I can relate. I haven’t learned how to protect my own energy field, either. I try to maintain compassion for people and their struggles, but I don’t think there’s anything wrong with walking away from certain people for your own sanity and protection. I’ve become even more sensitive as I’ve been awakening, and there are particular energies that I don’t know how to handle anymore. Crowds are sometimes very uncomfortable and challenging for me. I think as we gradually become more grounded and balanced, this won’t be as much of a challenge.
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I totally agree, and as I stabilize and balance in my field, this will no longer be such a struggle me. Thanks for your encouragement!
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Eventually you will learn to just be totally open…because as you release ‘your’ fears completely, whatever ‘others’ do, will no longer have any impact on what you have become. We only ever attract exactly where we are at.
As I kept being affected by others, I slowly realised that those major things that I went through take time to come to terms with. Even though our initial understanding is immediate and we begin to move away, those situations will still affect us but slowly they no longer affect us like they did. And in return for having that higher awareness, we begin to learn how to ‘feel’ those energies but not be affected by them. A ‘balance’ is reached as we release one and take on another way of being.
Not an easy journey by any means, but like all things, much more appreciated because of what we have gone through to realise this within, and a very beautiful one in its understanding.
Thank you for sharing 🙂
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Thanks for sharing your wisdom and insights. Although I will take on another way of being, I know my attraction to those in my past also will fall away. This already happened repeatedly to me in the past five years as the first symptoms are feeling very ill from being around them. After leaving their energy fields, I feel so much better! I agree as I heal that I will no longer react to others. I think this is the law of attraction at work as we simply stop attracting them. Nevertheless,It is still sad for me. Peace and love to you!
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As we are still human, the letting go of others in our lives that we longer resonate with is never easy. But for our own well being a necessary thing. Thank you for sharing your journey with us.
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Thank you for sharing your kind words and compassion
Sending love and peace!
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