Is it possible to become evil when we are around others who are? Is it possible to take on their dark energies? This is what I am asking myself now.
I believe all humans have evil within us, and certain people can bring out that dark energy within us. I have come to this realization recently as I work within a corrupt empire.
This empire is a university with an administration covering up sexual harassment and sexual assault involving their employees. I am the head of the one office that has authority to investigate allegations of sexual harassment and sexual assault.
In a recent report, a high level university official was found to have sexual harassed many employees over the course of many years. The university administration knew, covered this up, and failed to report this to my office. Other employees ultimately reported these misconducts. After the investigation concluded with findings of misconducts by them, no serious disciplined occurred,
As I work within this corrupt environment, I begin to lose my own focus of what is moral and right. Last night, the Infinite told me that I may be losing myself in this corrupt environment. We begin to make excuses about white lies and justifications for others’ wrongdoing.
This is the part that truly frightens me as my intention to work here was to change this institution for the better. However, maybe the opposite is happening instead? Maybe this evil is much greater than me? Can this evil consume all?
Now, I must forge my own path to find my way to do what is right, what is fair, and what is just. This has occurred earlier in my life, and my spiritual journey led me back on course. I know I shall find my way again. (Copyright 2019 awakening journey with all rights reserved)
These events will always guide us to see something within ourselves. If it is constantly upsetting it will bring to the surface that part of us built on our fears. This is good as it helps us to break free. And all lessons are always two sided so whatever you do in this situation will have ramifications on the other, even if you can’t see anything happening.
As for being drawn into those darker sides it is only our fears that draw us, and to show us a way that we never feel comfortable with so that we can go through them and come out the other side. We can never understand one side without experiencing the other. Fears are built on those things we don’t fully understand.
Take a very deep breath, have faith in your journey and when it is needed an answer will come. Probably a 6 feet tall lawyer with a journey to full-fill 😀
Wishing you all the best, may these events show you that inner love in that faith ❤
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Thank you for your insights and guidance!🙂
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I wonder if it is wise to use dark language like Awakening Journey used in the post? It always seems to resinate dark energy and it tends to as you read it or can bring you into the depths of a persons view point. I used the same or simular language and it seemed to darken my own view on many things going forward. Hense i had thought it was hacked funny maybe but not so funny when you cannot comprehend your own writings. Thoughts?
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Thank you for commenting. We all see the world through the lenses of our personal experiences. I appreciate your thoughts and comments!
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My pleasure
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