PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

As I write my posts to share my spiritual journey and Kundalini awakening with my readers, I want to express that what I write are my experiences.  You may have a different experience on your spiritual journey than me.  We each have different paths to travel that may take us to different destinations so feel…

During emotional healing work, we will see dramatic changes in our self esteem.  If we have faced childhood abuse or trauma, our self esteems are generally extremely low. We feel somehow responsible for the abuse and trauma instead of recognizing those who hurt us as being responsible for their actions and behaviors.  We believe that we…

As we proceed through as spiritual journeys, we need to distinguish when we are healing our emotional wounds to outgrow our past by leaving it behind, and when we are running away from our circumstances out of fear created by our egos.   The reason this distinction is important is that when we run away…

Once we have learned our lessons, we do not need to repeat those lesson again.  In my life, I had one lesson come up over and over again involving my father, as I could not forgive him for the hurt he caused me so I could not move forward in my romantic life.  I struggled…

We create karma every day and in every lifetime, and some of us have much karma to resolve in our soul lives.  Recently, I made some decisions about creating and resolving my own karma.  As a victim for most of life, I have repeatedly been hurt and injured since I was a victim of childhood…

As children of abuse, we developed in our formative years an unhealthy emotional and energy bond with the person who abused us, unfortunately that may be a parent.  Then as adults, we develop these same connection in unhealthy relationships with others in our lives.  Some of these relationships can be abusive, but most are severe…

During my spiritual journey, one of the most difficult practices is the practice of surrender.  What I have discovered about the key to surrender is our intention to accept our circumstances.  This acceptance is not just something done only within our conscious minds, it becomes our belief within us.  This belief within is powerful, as…

My eyes see the world from a different view now with compassion, clarity, and trust.  This new perspective is a little shocking to my new senses.  As I have lived with distrust and suspicion for most of  my life, I always lived in fear of being hurt and being taken advantage of.  Recently, I am…

In my life, I have gotten very little closure from the people I loved.  They were either unwilling or unable to give me the closure I needed.  I have come to a new understanding about closure. It is something we give to ourselves.  Closure is a way of coming to acceptance about a relationship, our…

In the last two weeks, I have felt much release of the emotional hurt and pain from the abuse by my father. However, I still felt terrible tension physically in my body as I was unable to physically release the pain. Last night, I went for a massage to help with this situation.  My massage…