PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

My spiritual progress has been bearing fruit in the past three months.  My recent work in April involving giving up attachment/codependent relationships after earlier healing my emotional wounds, and my recent conscious awareness of ego to release it have resulted in three major shifts within me.

The first is that I no longer seek attention and approval from men. This has always been difficult for me due to my childhood abuse by my father, from whom I constantly sought attention and approval.  For example, in the past when a man needed something, I would be the first to volunteer or if I felt that a man wanted me to be a certain way, I would pacify this request.  Now, I set healthy boundaries with men particularly when I find their demands to be selfish, hurtful, or unreasonable; I would say no or would not give in to their demands.  Since I no longer fear losing their attention and approval, I can stand up for myself now in a non-confrontational but assertive way.

The second major change is in attempting to release my ego, I have been vigilantly observing ego without reacting to it.  I also recently gave my commitment to myself that I will try not to have expectations of outcome with people and situations in my life, and allow a higher power to guide me.  This intention has changed my perceptions of my relationships with others, in that I am less concerned about outcomes with them, so I no longer suffer.  This is particularly difficult with romantic relationships where we wish for a happy ending with the objective of our desires.  I feel more free and unencumbered now, and the fear of losing the person I desire is beginning to fade away.

The third change is in my energy field after the conscious awareness work that I have done attempting to release ego.   I have experienced a gradual clearing in my heart and root chakras beginning last week, and my energy field today is quiet and calm indicating another layer of blockages have been released in those chakras and transmuting my energy field to a higher frequency.

These changes took place after I earlier healed many of my emotional wounds allowing me to give up my codependent relationships and attachments.  In attempting to release my ego, I have been observing it without reacting to it, and also gave my intention to try not to have expectations of outcome with the people and situations in my life. These changes resulted in shift in my energy field releasing blockages in my chakras and transmuting my energy field to a higher frequency.

Don’t give up when things get tough, because the results can occur very quickly as it has for me in these last three months. ~ May you find healing in your life, Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)