This week has been a great week about learning about myself. I am learning to trust and unconditionally love others for the first time in my life. It has been terrifying and rewarding at the same time. It feels like walking into the ocean as the waves wash onto the beach. We want to run into the waves, but as the waves wash ashore we retreat, but then we try again.
It has been this ebb and flow of running forward then treating. I believe this is caused by my fear generated by ego based on my past emotional experiences, and fear of being hurt again. I want to move forward desperately, but then I retreat in fear, and then I try to move forward again. This is my attempt at doing something that is unfamiliar and scary, but I am not giving up. I have known others who were unable to move forward so they stay stuck in limbo retreating into their own shell of safety.
As I proceed on this unknown path, I know it will frighten me, but I cannot give up. My fears are there, but I know I can move forward in order to have a different life and outcome for my life. I am both frightened and encouraged as I travel down this path of the unknown, but I know I am not alone. With love and blessings, Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

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