PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

As I have been recovering emotionally in the past three years through my ascension practice, I have learned some important lessons.  One such lesson is that when we change the way we look at things, the things we look at change.  It has been a journey of self exploration and inner reflection.  As I have been healing my emotional wounds from my past and childhood trauma, I have begun to see my world differently.

Two years ago, I accepted a job at a college, and in this position, my supervisor reflects an emotional landscape and behaviors similar to my mother.  My relationship with my mother has always been very strained as she suffered from mental illness and behaves irrationally and unpredictably.   These past two years with my supervisor has also been very strained, but the difference now is that I no longer react to her irrational and unpredictable behaviors.

I began changing the way I saw her behaviors, and instead of reacting to her behaviors, I talk with her very calmly and rationally. This allows her to be calm as her anxiety level is very high, and allows me to not be effected by her every time she has a panic or anxiety attack.  How I perceive her now is that she is having a panic or anxiety attack, and she is not actually attacking me.  As I heal my emotional wounds, I no longer reflect this anxiety within me, so I no longer react to her.  This perspective allows me to experience peace in my life as I am able to rise above her created chaos.

The reality is that the world and those within it will continue to be chaotic and destructive, but it is I who must transcend above it.  This is the path to internal peace as I no longer need to react to the world around me. May you find peace within you, Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kundalini spirit with All Rights Reserved)