PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

In the past two years, I have been wondering why I landed in the small rural mountain town far away from the urban life that I have always lived.  In this place, I have had to face my past through people I have encountered, and situations I have experienced. Recently, I heard the voice of my higher self speaking to me explaining that I am facing these hardships and difficulties because in order for me to reunite with my parents again, I must overcome these hardships.

You can imagine my dismay as these experiences would have put me into severe depression and suicidal ideation earlier in my life that was why I discontinued contacts with my parents who severely abused me as a child.  Now reflecting back on it, it all makes sense.  I have had to work through and heal so many of my past emotional wounds caused by my parents that I had been unable to overcome earlier in my life.

This time around, I have done the hard emotional healing work, and learning to release  my ego to cope with the difficulties that I face now as I had faced as a child.  I no longer live in fear and the chaos of my past, and my world is full of choices that I can make for my life now as I am no longer a victim of my past.

For the first time, my life seems clear as I know who I am, and how these people I encounter serve to help me overcome my past.  I know their roles in my life now, and all the fears that kept me from seeing my world clearly is fading away.  I realize now that it was fear that clouded my vision, and my awakening gave me clarity through my visions and senses.  I finally can see and feel things clearly now.

Once we overcome our fears by releasing our egos and healing our emotional wounds, our world is no longer seen through the clouded lenses of pain from our past, but with clarity and peace.  May you find guidance through your inner voice, Brooke (Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with all Rights Reseved)