PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

Before my Kundalini energy rose and beginning my spiritual journey, I did not believe in karma as I had no idea what it was or how it worked.  Now having been on my spiritual journey for three years, I am beginning to understand the power of karma.  I have learned that karma appears in our lives, and it is up to each of us to recognized its power, and what we must change within ourselves to change our own karma.  Karma usually occurs with a serious of unrelated events that cannot be controlled by any one person.  Many times it involves our survival, such as our health, our livelihood, and being able to live positively on this earth.

Yesterday, I ran into someone who is dying of aggressive cancer.  If you don’t know this person, you may not understand why this is happening to him.  I learned in the past that he terrorized people he worked with, screaming, yelling, and throwing things at them.  This occurred over the course of many years.  Now he is fighting for his life, and when I saw him recently, he said, “I guess I drew the short straw in life.” What I thought was that he injured and hurt many people in his life, and these incidents were just the ones I know about.  He may have injured and terrorized others.   His cancer is caused by his own negative energy that attracts other negative energy causing his own demise.

My uncle recently died.  When he was alive, he beat his wife and children when he drank.  I witnessed some of these beatings when I was a child, and called for help.  Even as a child of eight, I knew what he did was wrong and harmful to others.  Sadly, he lived an awful life and died an awful death.  My own father had three heart attacks.  After the first attack, he continue to abuse me, and even after his second attack, he continued the same behaviors toward me. After three heart attacks, you would think that he would have learned his lesson to stop his negative behaviors.  I believe that he is suffering in his life from his own negative behaviors.

Another man, I worked with is also fighting for his life from a degenerative illness, who forced others to do unethical and illegal activities under his supervision.  After being fired from his job, he is now trying to change his behaviors, and maybe he will live to talk about it.   Our negative behaviors and intentions that may be caused by our emotional wounds can cause injuries and hurts to others.  This negative energy will attract other negative energy into our lives.  Sometimes, it is difficult to face what we have done in our lives that may cause harm or hurt to others, and we want to attribute our problems by blaming others and to external factors.

Even in my own life, I have had this pain in my left knee that comes and goes, and I believe is attributed to jealousy within me.  By understanding my negative feelings and behaviors, I am changing my own actions and fear-based thinking.  Because I am writing a post on this issue, I know this is a problem that I am personally experiencing.  I hope to be able to change this about myself, as these unexplained aches and pains are signs of my own karma.  Blessings of love and light, Brooke (Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)