PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

I have been examining my fears. These fears have caused me to become stuck in time. It’s as if I am frozen in time from the trauma of my past. I have met certain people in my life now who have recreated these past dynamics with my parents and even down to my father’s mistresses.

It is uncanny how I have run away from these dynamics in the past out of fear of being re-injured. My parents caused me so much hurt and pain in my life, and now I am trying to overcome the hurt of my past. I work every day to understand and become less and less reactive.

I hope in time, I will no longer react at all. Ultimately, my fears will no longer control me, and I will be able to live without suffering my past emotional pain. I am hopeful every day for my recovery and know someday all this will be behind me. I know this day is very soon. Sending healing love and light to you. (Copyright 2015 Living Wide Awaken with all rights reserved)