PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

I realize that part of the spiritual journey for humans is to grow up emotionally.  Our souls come into this world to learn life lessons.  Through these lessons, we begin to learn the truths about ourselves, awaken to our reality, and change our smaller selves to become closer to who we really are as soul beings.  My journey has been a rude awakening for me to find out that I have lived at the emotional age of an eight year old as that was when I was abused as a child.  Our souls live these lives while remaining at these emotional ages until we choose to face our truth and reality, begin to change our beliefs and behaviors, and finally ascend and return to emotional state of our souls.

As part of my growth, I bought a house and have begun to live a life that I have been afraid of living.  One that requires me to take care of myself, emotionally, physically, and spiritually.  I always felt daunted by a house, my own family, and taking care of others.  My way to independence is to face my fears, one small step at a time.  My first step was to assemble my first piece of furniture that is the above kitchen cart with my new drill that I recently purchased.

It only took me 5 hours, but I did it. I am proud of my new achievement as it is outside of my comfort zone to tackle the responsibilities of a homeowner with furnace and hot water heater problems, repairs, and financial responsibilities.  However, I am not dissuaded as I push onward and forward into my new life of a homeowner.  I am well on my way, and believe it or not, I am happy.  (Copyright 2015 Living Wide Awake with All Rights Reserved)