PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

After the rise of my Kundalini energy, I began to recall my past lifetimes.  I recall at least four past lifetimes, and in two of these lifetimes, I experienced tragic losses. In one of these lifetimes, I lost my mother at a very young age, and in another, the love of my life left me and as a result I was forced to give up our daughter for adoption.

These losses left deep wounds in my emotional body.  To this day, I can still feel the emotional pain associated with these losses.  I was unable to let go of these past losses as my life was so dramatically affected by them, and I was unable to move on from them in those past lifetimes.

When I lost my mother, I was a very young Native American boy, who suffered from a congenital disability without anyone to protect me.  Without my mother, I was left alone in the world, and my father found me worthless.   In my other lifetime, I was a white southern American woman in the 1800’s who fell in love with a man who left me, but I became pregnant with his child.  He left me shortly thereafter, and I was forced to give up our daughter for adoption.  Again, I was alone in the world as no man wanted to marry me after that.

I believe the purpose of remembering these past life losses was to help me heal the deep emotional pain, and let go of the deep hurt I experienced.  In this lifetime, I believe I will not only heal my emotional wounds from this lifetime, but from my prior lifetimes as well.  After grieving and releasing this pain in this lifetime, I will finally be able to move forward from this hurt and let go of my past.

All these past life experiences are meant to help shape me into the person I am intended to become who is strong, resilient, worthy of love, and no longer the victim of my past.  May you become the person you are intended to be. (Copyright 2015 Awakening Journey)