PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

As many of you know for the past two years, I have been working on emotional healing work over the childhood abuse caused by my father.  In great relief, I have finally overcome the anger, rage, sadness, loss, and grief of what happened to me.  After doing emotional release work, I recently have finally felt a difference within that of peace and acceptance of what happened to me, and my love for father still remains.

Although I suffered abuse by my father, I believe that he loves me more than anyone else in the world.  He spent hours teaching me to play tennis, helped me with my school work, sent me to college, provided a nice home for my family, and always was there when I needed him.   Because of his compulsive behaviors, rage, and anger within himself, he abused me and my brother as children. This is the contradiction involved in dysfunctional family behaviors.  I believe that if he could do it again, he would have done things differently.

This compassion that I have found for my father is deep and sincere, and I really love him very much. I wish that he could have a happier life for himself, as I have found for myself.  Sending love and light to you, Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)