PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

I want to share with you my understanding about and feelings during transformation.  When this shift occurs, it is quite dramatic in our internal world.  The most obvious feeling is this intense inner stillness and quieting of the mind.  There are moments of utter silence and peace.  The internal battles and conflicts with ego begin to subside.  The monkey chatter reduces dramatically.

I feel utterly alone in my mind, but I don’t feel lonely. I feel full of love and bliss, every feeling elicits tears of joy.  I no longer feel fear in the same way.  For instance, I know that I must face my fears at my job because of my supervisor and others in the position of authority, but I know that I was sent here to help those who have no voice and need my voice.  With this understanding, I forge forward without reacting to this fear, but know objectively that things will be difficult for me personally, and I have the courage to move forward.  This understanding gives me much peace and brings tears of joy. 

I begin to realize that I am overcoming my ego not for myself, but I must overcome my ego’s fears in order to help others.  It is for this higher purpose that I am able to move forward with courage and determination.  This is what my higher self is telling me. With this insight, I know that I am on the right path.  ~ Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)