PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

During our journey, we are continuously tested through our life lessons.  When we overcome one test, there are just more to follow. Recently as I struggle to release my ego, I have been sent a serious of men who irritate the heck of me, and they are the teachers for my life lessons.  These men either cannot follow through this what they agreed to do, or they are overly controlling.  My test in all this is learning not to react, learning to let go, and go with the flow.

My ego is still very active, and wants to control my surroundings and people around me.  So, I either get triggered when someone is overly controlling, or when those who tell me that they will do something fail to follow through, I get annoyed.  For instance, I have sailing and scuba diving trip to Corsica, France coming up. In order for me to scuba dive, I must be scuba certified.  Unfortunately, due to the bad weather, I was unable to complete my open water dive required in my certification until recently.

As I am leaving for Corsica, France shortly, I still need to receive my scuba certification card. I have had to call my scuba certification instructor twice to remind him to process my card so I can dive in Corsica. I lost my patience upon my third telephone call to him, since I paid hundred of dollars to him for his class to receive my certification.

After hanging up the phone with him during my third telephone call, I realized the test before me, and that my patience and need for control is being tested.  I then sent him a text apologizing for losing my patience and expressed my appreciation for processing my certification card. I believe that was what I needed to do to pass this test.

I believe that my trip to Corsica, France on this sailing and scuba diving trip is a test for my ego, and I must learn to release it. I will be spending a week on a sail boat with eight other people, and I know that I will lose my patience and my painbody may be triggered at different times.  At the conclusion of this trip, I will know myself much better, and will see if I passed my tests. Blessings on your journey, Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)