PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

My sailing trip around Corsica was a journey through ego.  The Captain of this boat was the ultimate ego or false self. He was not only an unpleasant man, but he also was extremely agitated, anxious, and angry.  I actually felt sorry for him since he lives in the state constant fear and anxiety.

As the days passed during our sail, the Captain became more and more erratic as we crewed the boat ourselves. He yelled and screamed at us when he was unable to control his environment. As we were not sailors, when we asked for an orientation on instructions on how to crew the boat, he dismisses us.  When we asked about our port each day, he was unable to give us a destination or time of arrival.

Finally, on the fifth day of our sail, as he left the boat anchored in bad swells to go hiking, and we were left with the boat rocking and the sounds of the dishes clanging in the galley, we all departed the boat to check into a hotel.  There are people who trigger nearly everyone’s painbody. These individuals have so much pain, anxiety, rage, and fear that they are constantly experiencing. These individuals can only cope with their life by releasing their discomfort and rage on others, and do not appear to be able to control themselves.

However, I also understand that the painbody that he triggered was within me.  It is the pain within us that he triggered, and the healing must be within each of us. Although even if my painbody was not triggered, I would have left the boat out of safety for myself.  Infinite light, Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)