PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

When we are on our chosen spiritual paths, there are moments of clarity and everything comes together.  This has been what I have been experiencing in the last few days.  I can see my life as if I am standing far above myself looking down as the events of my life unfold.  When I interact with those around me, I understand what I must do and how I must do it.

I have come to realize that I was brought to a college in a rural community to let go of my past. My mother is represented by my supervisor who I have felt responsible for her happiness and success.  I was brought to this college to let go of this feeling of responsibility that I have held onto forever.  Part of letting her go is to realize that I cannot save her from herself, and quite frankly, it is not my responsibility as I have no such power.

My colleagues at this college represent my siblings who fight among ourselves for a dearth of resources and for the attention of our “mother”.  Part of letting go of my past is my feelings of responsibility in being the strong one to “save” my siblings, and this is simply impossible as I have no such power to change others. These are the reasons that I was brought here to this college.

In this process of letting go, I show others the path to change if they choose it, but if they don’t, I am okay with that as well, as this choice is not mine to make.  I let go of this illusion that I have this power, and the belief that it is my responsibility to change them and save them from themselves.  (Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)