PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

When we begin to heal our emotional wounds, we see glimmers of our true reality rather than through the lenses of a victim. This weekend was such a reflection into my truth.  I am seeing my world very differently, and those I always have believed who do not care for me were projections of my past emotional hurts onto my current experiences.  I also have believed that many people who are in my life are out to hurt me and injure me, as I distrusted everyone as a result of the abuse I suffered as a child.

My relationships with others have been based on this attraction to those who remind me of my family, and then I would project my fears, anger, and jealousy onto these individuals.  As I am healing those past wounds now, I realize the best way to heal is alone, without these individuals who can emotionally trigger me, and I would perceive to re-experience my past emotional trauma.  This decision to be alone is not to run away from my problems, but to continue to heal my emotional wounds so that future contacts with others will no longer emotionally trigger me.

When we realize that people in our lives can emotionally trigger us, we begin to have awareness of what we still need to address in our emotional landscape.  Recently, my higher self has been helping me to understand what is happening to me. For instance, she would ask me, if this person hates you then why would they do this?  If this person wants to hurt you, then why would they do that?  These insights from my higher self give me glimmers into my true reality, instead of a reality created by my ego through the lenses of my past emotional wounds. May you find insights into your true reality. (Copyright 2014 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)