It seems like such a long road to finally arrive where I stand. Facing the emotionally wounds of my childhood trauma has been terrifying and painful. Healing that wounded child within me and helping her to trust and love again has not been easy. My ego struggled to let go of my past and wanted vindication for being hurt as a child.
Recently, in the place of hurt and pain, I have felt love. In my dreams, I told the people who represent my parents that I love them, and hugged them to express my love. In my reality, I am feeling very differently about these representatives of my parents. During a recent event, I told my supervisor who represents my mother how much I appreciate her for what she has done to help victims of sexual assault. In place of anger and resentment, I am now able to express love toward her.
Never even in my wildest dreams did I believe that I can heal myself in this way. My wounded heart is beginning to heal and I see my world how my gentle heart feels within now. The hardness and fortress I built around my heart is softening, and in return, I am becoming a gentler person. Gratefulness does not begin to express how I feel, as my dreams are becoming my reality. (Copyright 2015 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)
PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING 
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