PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

This period of my awakening journey has been profound as I am more awake then ever.  This realization of my reality is not one I had been willing or able to see, but now I am ready to witness the reality that is my life.    For nearly all my soul life, I have been full of fear and hurt and walking around wounded.  As a result, I attracted into my life those who are similar to me, also full of hurt and fear.

Three years ago, I moved to a remote area of the country.  Somehow, I knew I would be doing my spiritual and healing work here.  This place has a vortex that attracts many of us who are intuitive and keenly can feel energy.  It is here that I have had many levels of awakening.  As each layer is healed within me, I have revelations and increased awakening.

Recently, I healed another layer of my emotional wound and what I have uncovered and clearly can see is that I have surrounded myself with these injured and wounded people like myself.  Along with their emotional wounds is fear, they then act on these fears without much awareness or consciousness of their choices or actions.

In the past, I believed that I would reunite with my parents after I have healed my childhood abuse and trauma.  My realization now is that I will not likely reunite with them, but I have become independent and free of my attachments to them.  Regrettably, my attachments to them were negative ones based in fear and not love.  Now, I realize that I am able to be alone and feel happy and loved in my life without these negative attachments.

I have freed myself of these attachments because I no longer need them to survive.  I realize that my aloneness is independence and freedom from them.  Finally, I understand my personal and soul purpose for coming to this place to do this important spiritual work as I came here to let go of my negative attachments in my life.  I am well on the road to true freedom.  May you find your road to true freedom. (Copyright 2015 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)