PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

My spiritual journey is a little like rock climbing. That’s me in the above photo rock climbing tonight with my friends. In the last few days, I took a great leap forward on my spiritual journey.  My journey has been like climbing this wall, and I got past the crux or the hardest section of the wall.  What a great achievement!   As the last two weeks have been the busiest two weeks of the year at my college, I do not feel tired, but exhilarated and elated.  This is happening because I have moved onto the next stage of my emotional growth.

This phase is not only foreign to me, but I feel like a different person.  I am not defensive, do not feel envy or jealousy, do not feel hurt or resentful, but I feel completely free.   Two people I met gave me this push to the next phase of my emotional growth recently, and I thank them both for serving as catalysts in my life.  Sometimes people come into our lives to serve as catalysts, and we must take notice.  Through my interactions with them albeit difficult, I am overcoming my childhood abuse and trauma.

This phase feels very different then my earlier life where I always felt unworthy, was frequently defensive, resented others for treating me poorly, and suffered from jealousy and envy almost daily. When others left me, I felt sad, hurt and abandoned, but now I wish them well and much happiness.  I no longer engage in ego or karmic battles, as I no longer care about whatever we were fighting about earlier.  I don’t wish to engage in conflicts as there simply is no point to it.

All this feels so different and foreign to me like I am living someone else’s life.  I am just so blessed to have this experience and to be right here, right now in my life.  I am eternally grateful for all that I have, and count my blessings every day. Infinite love and light, Brooke (Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)