PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

For those of us who have suffered from childhood abuse, we learned to love through hurt, and as a result as adults, we are hard wired to love through this hurt.   When I awoke this morning, I realized that underneath my deepest love for another underlies a layer of anger and hurt, and I appear to be hard wired in this way.  As a result, I seek and feel attracted to those who I feel this deep love, but underlying this love is really anger and hurt.  Therefore, I always feel attracted and attract others who I feel this love, but who cause this anger and hurt within me. My failure to heal these wounds will cause me to repeat this with different people in my life as that is how the Universal Law of Attraction works.

Through my body work, and Reiki energy work yesterday, I was able to feel this deep layer of anger and hurt as the therapist moved my energy around in my chakras and energy field.  As I let go of this pain like wispy clouds into the sky, my field began to lighten, and when I awoke this morning, I was filled with lightness and peace.  This layer of anger is from the hurt I experienced as a child, and the later as an adult, and my goal for most of life is to let it go.

As I have been healing more and more recently with the help of catalysts, who are Kundalini active that appear to be good catalysts, I realize who they are as they remind me of my past, and took this opportunity to heal this hurt within me as they brought me this awareness.  When I am able to live without this hurt in my life all the time, that I was able to achieve yesterday during my Reiki energy work, I will no longer love through this anger and hurt, and will attract healthier relationships into my life.  May you find healing in your life, Brooke (Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

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