PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

My awakening journey has not been an easy one.  When my Kundalini energy was awakened, I was still struggling with emotional issues from my childhood trauma. I was struggling with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, general anxiety, and bouts of depression. I also struggled with physical pain from the blockages in my chakras caused by my unresolved emotional issues.  These symptoms were severely enhanced by my Kundalini energy making the rising of my energy extremely difficult.

Although my initial struggles were very difficult, in three years as I understand it is a relatively short period, I stabilized my Kundalini energy.  Now, I live a relatively normal life, as I am able to work, and interact with others better than I ever have before.  After my recent Divine Union of my inner masculine and feminine energies, I wanted to test out how much healing and emotional recovery I really have done.

There are two people in particular who trigger my past trauma, but if I am healed, then I would not be triggered. I would look at photos of them or read their words, but a miraculous thing has happened.  I feel very detached and unafraid now as I see them.  These individuals no longer trigger those fears within me.  I see them in their lives with their friends or loved ones, and I simply see them as I see other people.  This response shows me that I am healing emotionally and on the road to wholeness.

In the past year, I have sheltered myself after a very painful breakup with someone I fell in love with, although he was unable to return my love.  It broke my heart, and I protected myself from being hurt again.  As I have spent the last year mending my heart in the hopes that someday soon, I can love again without fear.  I have great hopes for my future. (Copyright 2014 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)