PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

Last night, I realized that I have been living in a karmic cycle for many lifetimes.  This karmic cycle has caused me to become stuck emotionally and spiritually in my soul life. My revelations showed me that my karmic cycle goes something like this.  I fall in love with another who I believe loved me, but leaves me for another.  In some lifetimes, I was a woman and in others I was a man.  The cycle remains the same, however, that my beloved does not remain with me.

I am now trying to unravel what happened in this and past lifetimes.  What caused my beloved to leave me?  Did I drive my beloved away? Did I choose unwisely always picking someone who does not return my love in the same way?  How do I change this karmic cycle so I no longer continue this life pattern?  These are important questions for myself so I no longer remain in this karmic cycle.

In this lifetime, I face this same dynamic with whom I believe to be my soul mate, and now I am trying to change this pattern with him.  Why has this happened to me?  What does this mean? Why does my soul attract this dynamic into my life?  I believe this problem is within me, and that the unresolved hurt and pain caused this pattern to perpetuate and continue.

This time around, I will break this karmic cycle as my Kundalini is giving me the insights to change the dysfunctional patterns in my soul life.  I realize that I drive away my beloved from the hurt and abuse that I suffered throughout my soul lives, and when they then again leave me, I suffer more emotional hurt and pain perpetuating this karmic cycle for another lifetime.  Only healing my emotional landscape will change these patterns and break this karmic cycle. May you break your karmic cycle in your soul life. (Copyright 2015 Living Wide Awake with All Rights Reserved)