Category: spiritual journey
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Being Thankful
Today is Thanksgiving day in the United States, and I am spending this day in Miami Beach with people from all over the world, and feeling grateful for all that I have in my life. After working hard over the past four years, I finally overcame the fears in my life of being hurt again,…
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Life is Like Kitesurfing
I am spending some time in Florida for much needed rest and relaxation, while it is snowing in my hometown. During my trip, I met many kindred spirits and like-minded people who are all waking and coming into their own awareness. One woman I met here during dinner is from London who is a gifted…
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The Love We Deserve
In the last three years, I have struggled with my supervisor, who represents my mother. She puts fear in everyone who works for her with threats of termination nearly in every encounter. This last few months have been a period of reflection on my situation. Recently, I hired a new staff member who represents my…
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You Can Run, But You Can’t Hide!
My childhood was not an easy one, I was born to a mentally ill and emotionally abusive mother and sexually and physically abusive and philandering father. My childhood abuse and trauma left me emotionally, psychologically, and energetically wounded. In my attempt to cope with my mental conditions, my therapist felt it was best for me…
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True Joy
“Most people think happiness is about gaining something,but it’s not. It’s all about getting rid of the darkness you accumulate.” – Carolyn Crane Only until recently have I experienced true joy as I have finally rid the darkness that I have accumulated over many lifetimes. This darkness is the karma, emotional wounds, and other injuries…
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On Grief
WE ACCEPT THE APOLOGY WE NEVER RECEIVED, AND FORGIVE THEM FOR THEIR TRESPASSES AGAINST US. Last night, I attended an event called Fear2Freedom. This event is to help and support sexual violence victims by assembling items needed after their forensics exams, such as clothing, hairbrush, tooth brush and paste, toiletries, etc., and this above teddy…
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Driving Out Darkness
Could it be possible that my calling to work at my current college is to drive out the darkness dwelling within? Three years ago, I heard a calling to move to a remote town in the mountains to work at a college with sexually and physically assaulted students. During these three years, I struggled to…
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Reflecting on My Struggles
Today is an appropriate day to reflect on the darkness that I faced in the past four years as it is Halloween. During the past four years, I have had to face the trauma from my childhood. I have been sent individuals who replicated my child dynamics in my recent life. During this…
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Awakening to Freedom
This period of my awakening journey has been profound as I am more awake then ever. This realization of my reality is not one I had been willing or able to see, but now I am ready to witness the reality that is my life. For nearly all my soul life, I have been…
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The Life That Is Waiting For Us
The ego has planned out our lives, wishing for certain outcomes, controlling our future, and forcing its will on our external world. What I have found is that we cannot will our future or control certain outcomes. For example, we cannot make others fall in love with us as we may be incompatible, want different…
PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING 
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