PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

I want to share with you the power of healing that I recently have experienced.   In the past, I was filled with jealousy, envy, self doubt, self loathing, anger, and resentment.  I simply did not feel good about myself or my life.  Although on the surface, my life appeared to be happy as I had a good paying career, was married, and had many friends.  Beneath this facade or illusion was my reality.  I was unhappy in my marriage, felt stressed out by my career and those I worked with, and had many conflicts with my good friends.

When my Kundalini rose in March 2011, I began to examine my life in a deep and thoughtful way. I lived a life of a victim blaming others around me for my unhappiness and discontentment.  I felt lost about my life and who I was.  The change began when I wanted to have a different life for myself, and gave my genuine intention to change it.

This began my transformation to who I am today.  I got divorced, left my stressful life of a lawyers, and moved to a smaller city where I am able to meet new people to get to know them more intimately.  Then, I began to change my inner emotional landscape through emotional release and ego observing practices both found on these tabs on my Blogsite Homepage.  This transformation has been nothing short of miraculous.

My changes have been so dramatic that I feel like a completely different person. The jealousy and envy that I earlier felt toward other women because I did not feel worthy of love and felt self loathing no longer exist within me. My anger and resentment toward those who hurt me also dissipated. I began to release my ego to cope with my fears, and to learn to love myself unconditionally so I can love others unconditionally.  I learned that living without expectations of outcome frees me from the suffering of attachment and codependency that was my life.

I can tell you that the power to heal is within you. This path of the unknown may frighten you, but the journey is one well worth taking. Now, I am on the path to having everything I have ever wanted for my life.  I am finding profound love, I manifest what I want, I feel true joy, and I am ever grateful for every minute of every day of my life.  May you find your path to healing, Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kundalni Spirit with All Rights Reserved)