PATHWAY TO JOY AND HEALING

During my recent spiritual/emotional healing work, I have come to realize that most of my fears relate to failure.  I had not realized this until I had an honest conversation with myself recently.   When I failed as a child, I was punished either emotionally or physically.  I had no way of coping with failure as…

After years of childhood abuse, I am observing how my self esteem and worth is so depleted.  It is one of the major emotional pain that I experience today.  I struggled with depression, anxiety, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, and thoughts of suicide for most of my adult life.  Since college, I have worked diligently to…

As I observe my own evolution, I have come to realize that we must experience pain or discomfort to evolve. Growth is painful and even can be frightening because we must face the unknown.  I also believe the pain of our life must surpass the pain of evolving before we are willing to change and…

As an empath, I have the ability to discern if someone is lying to or hiding something from me.  I also know some of their intentions and reasons, although not all of them.   I can sense their fears, shame, embarrassment, guilt, envy, jealousy, etc.  I also can sense if their intentions are good or harmful…

If you are a regular reader of my blog, you know that I left my 9 -5 job to establish a start-up consulting firm, began performing in my own jazz ensemble, and moved to a low income community.  I recently also volunteer at a homeless program in my community.  This phase of my transformation has…

We all have inner demons. The trick is finding our own, and learning to overcome them. I am doing just that in my spiritual journey now.  I initially was not sure why I recently began a new career challenge of starting an educational consulting firm.  The Infinite told me that I needed to leave my…

For some on spiritual journeys, the emotional state of mind or emotional landscape is the focal point of their work.  However, I believe there also is a link between our emotional well-being and our physical and mental health.  I first discovered this after my Kundalini energy first rose in March 2011.  During this time, many…

About three years ago, I moved to California for a job at a university near my family. At first I thought I moved here for this job. I have since left that job, but I believe I moved here to resolve what still remains unresolved with my family. During the past eight years since the…

After many years of life lessons on trust, I learned that trust is earned.  No one deserves your trust without showing you that they are worthy of your trust.  I learned this lesson the hard way.  I trusted my parents who are untrustworthy as they subjected me and others to sexual, physical, and emotional abuse…