Category: Self Love
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The Observer
Yesterday, I said good-bye to my mother. It was mixture for empathy, sadness, and relief. For the last four years, I worked for a woman who resembles my mother emotionally and psychologically and is very mentally troubled and emotionally wounded. During these four years, she was manipulative, abusive, and cruel toward others, particularly her subordinates…
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The Art of Self Sabotage
I have perfected the art of self sabotage in my life, and have observed myself in the past engaging in this destruction. As many of you may know, my childhood was one filled with abuse, mental illness, and violence. I knew something was terribly wrong with my life even at the age of eight, and…
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Honesty about Self Loathing
In my previous post, I wrote about how many of us have self loathing behaviors. This can be the caused by past emotional, physical, sexual abuse resulting in self loathing behaviors as children and later as adults. If we experience abuse as children, how we were treated as children is how we allow others to…
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Manifesting Love
Our hearts are filled with love, but that love cannot surface and manifest in our lives until we let go of our past hurts, heal our emotional wounds, and change our behaviors in our present lives. After we go through the hard work to transform our lives, we finally accept ourselves, love ourselves, and gain…
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Aloneness during the Holidays
Do you find the holidays is when we truly feel loneliness that we never really feel the rest of the year? When we sit at a holiday dinner table staring at the relatives we have not spoken or seen for a year, we feel the loneliness or really the disconnectedness with our family members. We…
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Learning About Myself
How human I am as I meet others in my world and see myself within them. Last night, I met some people for happy hour. As I talked to each person and interacted with them, I can see myself clearly of my fears, self loathing, and judgmental ego. In others, I can see myself and…
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The Appearance of Things
When we heal our emotional wounds, the world will appear less frightening and scary place. We realize that we are able to protect ourselves, and finally see the magic and beauty that is our world. This appearance of things is a reflection of what is within ourselves. For four years, I was in love with…
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The Unexpected
The outcome and recovery on my spiritual journey and through my emotional healing work are not what I expected. My ego imagined reuniting with my family, and my life ending like a fairy tale story. It did not turn out this way at all. The life lessons I learned is that I am worthy of…
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The Beginning
There are no accidents. We attract people, events, and situations into our lives to learn the life lessons our souls need to learn. What life lessons they have been for me in the past nearly five years since the rise of my Kundalini energy. During this time, I worked to heal from my divorce, my…
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Seeking Love Externally
My recent shift resulting from my hard spiritual and healing work is significantly different than how I coped earlier in my life. During my earlier life, I went from person to person seeking love, self esteem, and attention. I sought this from lovers, friends, and family members. When I failed to received this love and…
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