Category: spiritual journey
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The Observer
Yesterday, I said good-bye to my mother. It was mixture for empathy, sadness, and relief. For the last four years, I worked for a woman who resembles my mother emotionally and psychologically and is very mentally troubled and emotionally wounded. During these four years, she was manipulative, abusive, and cruel toward others, particularly her subordinates…
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The Art of Self Sabotage
I have perfected the art of self sabotage in my life, and have observed myself in the past engaging in this destruction. As many of you may know, my childhood was one filled with abuse, mental illness, and violence. I knew something was terribly wrong with my life even at the age of eight, and…
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Signs of Emotional Recovery
I want to share with you my recent progress and the signs of emotional recovery. I truly have struggled in this lifetime to recovery from my emotional wounds and injuries that I accumulated over many lifetimes. I have encountered similar souls and some of the same souls over many lifetimes. Regrettably, during these encounters, my…
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Premature Transcedence
“When we are spiritually bypassing, we often use the goal of awakening or liberation to rationalize what I call premature transcendence: trying to rise above the raw and messy side of our humanness before we have fully faced and made peace with it. And then we tend to use absolute truth to disparage or dismiss…
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Understanding Our Divine Soul Purpose
For the past five years, I have been working on healing my emotional landscape. The purpose of this healing is to live my higher path, achieve more happiness and peace with less fear, and to understand my purpose for this lifetime and on this earth. With each shift that I am experiencing, I have more revelations…
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Rewards of Spiritual Healing
When we heal our emotional wounds, we are rewarded for this spiritual healing. For four years, I struggled with a supervisor who represents my mothers and is emotionally abusive and terrorizes her staff. During this time, I stood up to her and against the odds, I was able to do my work with students who…
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The Appearance of Things
When we heal our emotional wounds, the world will appear less frightening and scary place. We realize that we are able to protect ourselves, and finally see the magic and beauty that is our world. This appearance of things is a reflection of what is within ourselves. For four years, I was in love with…
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The Unexpected
The outcome and recovery on my spiritual journey and through my emotional healing work are not what I expected. My ego imagined reuniting with my family, and my life ending like a fairy tale story. It did not turn out this way at all. The life lessons I learned is that I am worthy of…
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The Beginning
There are no accidents. We attract people, events, and situations into our lives to learn the life lessons our souls need to learn. What life lessons they have been for me in the past nearly five years since the rise of my Kundalini energy. During this time, I worked to heal from my divorce, my…
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Seeking Love Externally
My recent shift resulting from my hard spiritual and healing work is significantly different than how I coped earlier in my life. During my earlier life, I went from person to person seeking love, self esteem, and attention. I sought this from lovers, friends, and family members. When I failed to received this love and…
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