Category: Free Will
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Through Dreams
In recent dreams, I have been seeing my future. It is not my current life of frustration, stress, and disatisfaction with my job. In my dreams, I live a different life with a companion. I believe dreams are what we hope for ourselves. It is through dreams that we discover what we really wish and…
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Dark Energy
It is true that where there is light, there also is darkness. I have come to the conclusion that spiritual people, including Kundalini active individuals are like all people. Some are good and some are dark. I came to this conclusion when I encountered my first Kundalini active person who was full of darkness. I…
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Reflecting on Past Lessons
In the last couple of months, I have been reflecting on my journey for the past five years. It is coming full circle, I reflected on the men I earlier attracted who were similar to my father. One person was so similar to my father as his son also does not speak to him and…
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Slaying Dragons
I have been laying dragons ever since I was child I believe due to my childhood abuse. The dragon represents my father who came into my room in the night. I was terrified to go to sleep as a child and even into adulthood. He was the Jekyll and Hyde character who was a doting…
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Living in the Shadow of Ego
Awakening is awareness of what is happening to your present existence. Many are not aware of what is happening to them in their current life situation. If we have not released our egos, we live in the small microscopic world of jealousy, greed, envy, resentment, rage, pain, suffering, and chaos. This is the world…
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Calm in the Storm
There are people in this world who create chaos and confusion. The truth is that they are not even aware of it. They are unreliable and undependable, are constantly in crisis that is self created, expect everyone to accommodate their lives, engage in unhealthy and destructive behaviors, intentionally seduce married people, instigate conflicts with others,…
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The Mind of A Predator
Recently, I saw a movie called, “Spotlight.” It is the story about the Boston Globe Newspaper’s exposure of the massive and systematic coverup by the Catholic Church of 249 priests molesting over 1000 children in Boston, Massachusetts. The Catholic Churches throughout the world to include the Pope and the Vatican knew, covered up, and allowed…
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How Trauma and Suffering Change Us
Yesterday, I went rocking climbing and deep water soloing with a group of twenty-something. My time with these friends who have not experienced as many of life’s sufferings/traumas including divorce, death, and illness are very different from my older friends who are experiencing divorce (sometimes for the second time), death of their family members, and…
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When To Let Go
I have come to a point on my journey of learning when to let go. I have been at this cross roads for several months now. In my life, I find that at I want to control it less and less, until one day I just let it all go. I know how it will…
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