Category: trauma
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When the Lion Roars
Today is my birthday, and I gave myself the best present one can give oneself. I regained my power over my past, over my abuses, and by learning to protect my inner child. Here is my story. As many of my readers know, I was abused as a child by my parents, and subsequently as…
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Self Hatred
In my introspection about what I experienced in the past few years is the concept of self hatred or self loathing. This was the part of me who despised and loathed myself. As many of my readers know, I was sexually, physically, and emotionally abused as a child from the age of eight when I…
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Uncovering True Reality
There is a time during our spiritual journeys that we uncover our true reality we were unable to see before our awakening. This reality is finally finding out we are flawed, and filled with emotional pain. This does not make us unvaluable, but merely that it is the important acknowledgment of our problems to begin…
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Moving Towards Fear
For most of my life, I have run away from what scared me. This may be people, situation, and places. The people I fear the most are my parents because they injured me as a child, and left deep emotional scars within me from the abuse. People who reminded me of my parents made me…
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The Effect of Ego on Perception
I have observed recently countless numbers of people emotionally reacting negatively to their life situations. For example, one student accused a professor of targeting his comments toward her in a class. Other people accuse and blame others for offending them and hurting their feelings. Please note that feeling offended or hurt does not involve physical or…
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Mirror, Mirror
Have you ever wondered why you attract unsuitable partners and drama-filled friends into your life? How many times have you said to yourself, why did I marry this person or date that person? Why are my friends constantly in conflicts and involved in drama in their lives? The answer is very simple. It’s called chemistry,…
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Moving Past the Drama
Until my recent transformation, I was unaware that I created, invited, or associated with people who love to bring drama into my life. When we are emotionally injured and wounded, we feel like a victim. In this capacity, we continue to feel wronged, taken advantage of, and worthless. Playing the victim is living a horrible…
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Only When We Are Ready
It has been a long journey for many lifetimes for me, and never being ready. However, now I am finaly ready to truly help others with their healing. It has to do with non-reaction to others’ behaviors, actions, and comments about us. When we heal ourselves, we no longer operate in our smaller selves. We…
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Dark Energy
It is true that where there is light, there also is darkness. I have come to the conclusion that spiritual people, including Kundalini active individuals are like all people. Some are good and some are dark. I came to this conclusion when I encountered my first Kundalini active person who was full of darkness. I…
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Slaying Dragons
I have been laying dragons ever since I was child I believe due to my childhood abuse. The dragon represents my father who came into my room in the night. I was terrified to go to sleep as a child and even into adulthood. He was the Jekyll and Hyde character who was a doting…
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